October 18th 2000 1. Nine Inch Nails Pretty Hate Machine Trent Reznor is god, and I wanna fuck to this whole cd.
2. Concerts Just saw the Kottenmouth Kings and Linkin Park Coming soon: Deftones, Taproot, Incubus... Good Charolette and Fenix TX...P.O.D., some other people and Linkin Park(which is who I'm only really going for anyways)
3. High School I've only been out for 2 years and I feel so incredibly old. I still have friends in high school even but they seem so young and it's weird.
4. Hot tubs They're so fun!
5. Madison Avenue's "Don't Call Me Baby" Makes me want to dance.
6. Community Service Fuck that. It's a shitty idea for punishment.
7. My new lip ring It's so cool looking. It's a horseshoe so it creates the illusion that I have two lip peircings with studs in them.
8. College sucks.
9. Beer is good.
10. Guys are evil!!!!
October 24th- November 1st-4th 2000***Facts all found from the liner notes to Cypress Hill's cd, Black Sunday... 1993***
1. The original drafts of the Declaration of Independence were written on hemp paper.
2. One acre of hemp will produce as much paper as four acres of trees.
3. George Washington and Thomas Jefferson grew hemp. Washington once said, "Make the most of the hemp seed. Sow it everywhere."
4. Hemp seed has the highest percentage of essential fatty acids and the lowest percent of saturated fats.
5. In 1937, the Marijuana Tax Stamp Act prohibited the use, sale, and cultivation of hemp/marijuana in the United States.
6. Five years later, during WW II, the U.S. Department of Agriculture relased the film, "Hemp for Victory", which encouraged American farmers to grow hemp for the war effort.
7. Hemp is cultivated all over the world. China, Korea, Italy, Hungary, Russia and France are among the countries that grow hemp for fiber, paper, and other products.
8. Cannabis is classified as a schedule 1 drug by the Food and Drug Administration. Designated as a narcotic, it cannot be prescribed by physcians to patients.
9. In 1988, the DEA's own administrative law judge concluded that "marijuana is one of the safest, therapeutically active substances known to man."
10. Cannabis can be used as a medicine to treat nausea, pain, and muscle spasms. It alleviates symptoms of glaucoma, mulitple sclerosis, AIDS, migraines, and other debilitating aliments.
11. Thiry-five states have passed legislation permitting medical use of marijuana.
12. Twelve Americans recieve prescribed marijuana from the United States Government.
13. More than 400,000 Americans are are arrested each year on marijuana charges.
14. More than 400,000 Americans die from diseases related to cigarette smoking each year. More than 150,000 Americans die of alcohol abuse each year. But in 10,000 years of usage, no one has ever died from marijuana.
November 5th - 12th 20001. Nice guys.
2. Halloween and trick-or-treating... sooo fun!
3. Marilyn Manson... State Theater... November 28th... can NOT wait any longer... :(
4. Evil... the word of the day... or er.. week... or my favorite word of the moment.
5. My website... it's really kicking into place... soon it will be totally completed!
6. Sleep.
7. Taproot. An awesome Michigan band... will be seeing them Friday. :)
8. Ambiton and Goals.
9. Art. I can feel it starting to light back up inside of me...
10. Manners. Please. Thank you. Rude people suck.
11. Backstabbingpsychofuckingslutwhoreposerannoyinglittlebitch friends SUCK.
12. Affection. :) hehe. I love it.
13. Being happy.
14. Money the root of all evil.
15. Little boys with curfews. Hello. I'm a child. I'm immature. I can't even get into a rated R movie. So you wanna go out with me? Hell no. Fuck that.
16. Janis Joplin, crazy little lady. Amazing.
17. Long ass nails. Fucking weird things, I'm not used to them yet after a whole week, but they're growing on me...
18. Being cute. Cuteness!!! :):):);)
November 12th 20001. Death in Vegas' The Contino Sessions A fucking incredible cd...
2. Esthero is working on a new cd... yay!!!!
3. I fucking hate people that get all drunk and get all emotional and ruin my happy mood, cause they can't just let me be!
4. And people who think they have any right to judge people... who the fuck cares about shit like looks. Those people suck too.
5. The Deftones, Taproot, and Incubus concert... Incubus kicked some hard ass live, Taproot reached out to the people, and the Deftones... well all I have to say is...
6. ..."Say It Ain't So" their incredible Weezer cover.
7. The new Charlie's Angels movie. I want to be a Charlie's angel.
8. My stupid brother blows... he keeps stealing my halloween candy. Loser.
9. The DIA. I'm in love....
10. Happiness. Someone... :) it's so nice.... heh
November 17th 20001. Money is seriously the root of all evil.
2. Is there really a balance between happiness and misery? Like the supposed balance between good and evil. I don't really think so....
3. That awful time of the month. All guys should have to bleed and hurt 7 days a week once a month for twelve months. Not fair.
4. Sleep. It's so nice.
5. My new cell phone, it's sooo cute, too bad it's fucked up! : P
6. Bad weather. Fucing sucks.
7. I love you. The three greatest words in the world.
8. Tony Hawk for Playstation... okay okay I'm addicted... hehe
9. New clothes... :::drools::: I need to go shopping.
10. My coconut shampoo... it smells soooo good.
11. Holidays. Too much hassle. Too little fun. Too much family happy bullshit.
12. The senses... they're quite intriguing... as well as the whole human body. I love studying people.
13. I'm aching for some good italian food. :(
14. Flowers. They're so pretty and smelly. In a good way.
15. John Stewart. Pot head. Cool.
16. Cuddling. :)
17. Rent hopefully I get tickets next weekend!
18. Thanksgiving break... no work... no school... just that family bullshit.
Novembver 22nd 2000 1. William Orbit's "Million Town"
2. Orange pop. My favorite.
3. Alan. ;)
4. Work. I fucking hate work. I'm a lazy bum.
5. My stinky fish. I want it to die.
6. Cute fuzzy little bunnies and puppies. :)
7. and kittens. :)
8. Tony Hawk for Playstation... okay okay I'm addicted... hehe
9. Acid.... mmm... soon...
10. Food. Holidays=lots of food. Lots of food=fat. I am fat.
11. E-mail. I like e-mail. :) Too bad no one ever sends me any. :(
12. Driving. I think I might be begining to like it.
13. You and me. :)
14. Flowers. They're so pretty and smelly. In a good way.
November 23rd 20001. Acid. I fucking love tripping.
2. Thanksgiving. Good food. That's it.
3. Alan. ;)
4. Sore throats suck.
5. I hate my eyes. They're so bad.
6. Wake up calls. hehehe :) What a great way to start the day.
7. Underworld's newest live cd.
8. Stupid, annoying, psycho bitches... :::cough.cough.hack.cough.couch.hack:::
9. Posers. : P
10. Football. I hate football, what a lousy sport. Any sport sucks in which the people make more money than my entire family does in like 10 years. And yet they love football. And all those other sports.
11. Hafaclasa... I don't know how the hell it's spelled, but they are these awesome German rolls, more like hunks of dough, they're sooooooo goood. I get to have some today.
12. Shaving. I hate shaving as well. But then again I hate having hairy legs.
13. You and me. :)
14. Flowers. They're so pretty and smelly. In a good way.
15. My nice warm bed.
16. I love bruning candles and incense, so relaxing.
17. Whe stpuid people get insanely dumb and jealous because they're are limited in their activities, and then expect those still doing it, to not do it,, since that one person can't. Um. no.
18. Did I mention good ass food on the Holidays. Yay dinner in a half hour. :)
November 29th 20001. The depressing -emotional after effect I get from tripping. :(
2. Alan. ;)
3. Alan. ;)
4. The DIA. I love it!
5. Drawing again, it's depressing yet it feels so good.
6. Wake up calls. hehehe :) What a great way to start the day.
7. William Orbit.
8. Sleep is good.
9. Money is evil. evil. evil. evil.
10. Alan. ;)
11. Presents :)
12. Music to make love to. :)
13. Nine Inch Nails. :::drools:::
14. I hate people who talk about you behind your back.
15. My nice warm bed. :)
16. Did I mention... Alan. ;)
December 12th 2000 1. Alan. :)
2. Dope Wars ... the coolest game in the world.
3. Alan. ;)
4. The song "Yellow" by Coldplay
5. William Orbit's Strange Cargo III
6. Snow. I HATE snow.
7. Beer. mmmm. good.
8. Canada is cool. :)
9. Running into old friends... that's always interesting, not always exciting.
10. Alan. ;)
11. Nipple peircings... oh my god... they're sooooooo sexy. ;P
12. My job. I HATE my job.
13. Caffeine. I think I'm addicted.
14. P.M.S. fucking sucks.
15. My nice warm bed. :)
16. Did I mention... Alan. ;)
17. People who stick to their word. That's always important.
18. Excessive lateness. not cool.
19. Alan. ;)
20. DJ Assault... awesome Detroit DJ mixes booty dance music with a techno backgroud... hehe... ass, titties, ass and titties, ass, ass, titties, titties, ass and titties...
December 19th 2000 1. Alan. :)
2. I hate being sick. :(
3. Track 2 on that Bjork cd with the pink cover... it helps not knowing the name of the song or the cd, but it's a kick ass song.
4. The song "Yellow" by Coldplay
5. Butterflies... in the stomach that is. :)
6. Snow. I HATE snow.
7. I'm leaving for vacation on Friday, yay! for warm weather!!
8. I hate when people sleep in my bed. Gross.
9. My little hookah. Everyone loves the hookah.
10. Alan. ;)
11. Nipple peircings... oh my god... they're sooooooo sexy. ;P
12. Sleep. I'm tired, but my mind is racing so fast right now... :(
13. People who stick to their word. That's always important.
14. Alan. ;)
December 22nd 2000 1. Alan. :)
2. I hate being sick. :(
3. Bjork :)
4. Warm weather... I can't wait.
5. Packing. I always want to bring TOO much stuff.
6. Snow. I HATE snow.
7. Airplane rides, I love flying in an airplane.
8. I'm going to miss my bed.
9. Alan ;)
10. Alan. ;)
11. Nipple peircings... oh my god... they're sooooooo sexy. ;P
12. Sleep. Best sort of therapy.
13. People who stick to their word. That's always important.
14. Alan. ;)
15. I'm sick of doing these fucking list things.
January 26th 20001 1. Alan.
2. Rent
3. Nine Inch Nails
4. Relationships, friendships
5. Cocaine, Acid... Drugs...
6. Flowers, Valentine's Day
7. the past...
8. Money.
9. Life.
10. Alan.
January 27th 2001 1. Alan.
2. Frat parties suck down here.
3. Paul Oakenfold's remix of Delerium's Silence.... it's amazing...
4. Relationships
5. Snow... I hate snow. I wish it would just like die and go away.
6. Beer... :::shivers::: it's okay, but when you drink too much. well that's not a good thing.
7. the past... andy, ryan, high school, habits, dreams, college, mistakes...
8. Sleep... I think i'm going to go back to bed soon...
9. Life. Where do I want to go, what do I want to be.
10. Alan.
11. I love Faygo orange pop, but it does not mean it's orange juice, like I crave after a night of drinking...
12. Feeling lost and confused and curious.
January 28th 2001 1. Alan.
2. Old online friends.
3. Paul Oakenfold's remix of Delerium's Silence.... it's amazing...
4. Relationships
5. Snow... I hate snow. I wish it would just like die and go away.
6. The music they play at frat parties...Eazy E's college girls song just an example... "everywhere I go a fly girl will please me, east to west college girls will please me..."
7. the past... andy, ryan, high school, habits, dreams, college, mistakes...
8. Sleep... I slept for 5 hours earlier, and now I'm wide awake.
9. Life. Where do I want to go, what do I want to be.
10. Alan.
11. I think I keep smelling bud, but I can't be.
12. Feeling lost and confused and curious.
13. I am not feeling well, awful stomach cramps and a huge migraine.
14. Homework... blah... I hate homework.
15. And I hate Sundays, and Monday's... those are the worst days of the week.
16. Alan. Lots and lots of thoughts about you. hehe.
January 29th 2001 1. Alan.
2. Friends from now.
3. Underworld, usually I only listen to their Live cd cause it has everything but have been getting back into Beacoup(spelling??i don't even know) Fish and Secondtoughestintheinfants. Great cds.
4. Communication
5. Driving, I want this bad legal thing to go away so I can speed and speed and speed.
6. 93.1 on Sunday nights, awesome remixs.
7. My eyeball hurts.
8. Sleep while stoned... it's great. Well not while high, but going to bed high, it makes it much easier to fall asleep.
9. I want my own house. I want a cigartter right now.
10. Alan.
11. Alan's cats... Socks is so cute, even when she gets sick. It's so sad.
12. Feeling content
13. Homework, school yuck...
14. I think a lot when I'm high.
15. Tomorrow is Monday... I can't wait till it's Friday.
16. Alan. Lots and lots of thoughts about you. hehe. :x
January 31st 2001 1. Alan.
2. Sleep, I never get enough sleep.
3. Work... I don't want to go... damn I'm such a slacker, but I will go cause I have to. yeah.
4. Communication
5. Sublime's Robbin da Hood... a really great, classic cd by them that doesn't get the credit it deserves.
6. I feel sick.
7. I did my homework two days early, I'm so proud of myself for not being a procrastinator.
8. I want it to be spring... I want warm weather, and sun.
9. I want my own house.
10. Alan.
11. Ferret's are so cute!
12. Losing control.
13. Wednesday, the week is halfway over.
14. Alan.
February 10th 2001 1. Alan.
2. Crying, I'm trying not to cause I just put my make-up on...
3. I'm having a bad day.
5. Being alone... I have to get used to that again... it shouldn't be hard since I'm usually asscoiated with being alone... and I've had great practice this past week.
6. I feel sick.
7. I need a cigarette.
8. Stabbing Westward... painful love music... for the people who can't have who they want... it's great.
February 11th 2001 1. Alan.
2. Alan.
3. Life.
5. Trying to better my life. Cut back on smoking, eating, drugs, and focus on school, work, my art, and my health.
6. I feel like I'm going to cry... again...
7. I need a cigarette.
8. Alan.
9. Tang Berry Panic, very good juice
10. Sleep, I really need some, I haven't been getting much.
11. Money, so totally broke, not a dime in my wallet, and I need gas, cigarettes, mat board for school, I owe my parents money, I owe Tia money, I owe my brother money, I owe my credit card money, I have to pay for a drug and alcohol class sometime, and I want to move out.
12. Alan.