1. The Ataris. I love them, they're soooooo awesome. Plus "I have a major crush on.." Kris. hehe he's so cute. :)
2. Punk music... I'm liking it a lot.
3. Part-time work. It's nice working four hours and coming home to have all day and being up and wide awake.
4. "Whats the point in crying?" There is no point, so why am I doing it all the time now?
5. When I'm rich, I'm going to fund a special project with scientists to develop means to transport a woman's menstral cycle to the male species, so they can see what it's like.
6. CMU... school starts... parties starts!!!!
7. Kottenmouth Kings are cool
8. I'm digging that Teenage Dirtbag song By Wheatus
9. Petty people fucking suck. I hate people like that.
10. Secrets are pretty cool.
11. I turn 19 in less then a month. Yay! Canada here I come.
12. Being sick sucks.
13. Driving in the dark... cause it's morning and I have to go to work, fucking blows.
14. Record time, such an awesome store!
15. Black Sabbath's Sweat Leaf, our new smoking song.
16. Covers, I love covers, especially punk covers. Pennywise is awesome for things like that.
17. Chinese checkers and Bingo on yahoo. Loads of fun! heh :)
18. Guys are fucking evil!
19. Suicide, is it really worth it?
20. The 89 cent show with Zebrahead and Wheatus. 89cents!!!!! You can not beat that.


1. I'm doing art work!!! So long creative slump, hello art!
2. Acid, loving the trip.
3. Fuck gossip. Fuck two-faced, annoying, Korean girls, with big heads and severe issues.
4. The Warped Tour, hell yeah! Always a good show.
5. Powerman 5000, I'm totally loving them.
6. 21 days until the KoRn concert!!!!!! yay!!
7. Friends who think friendship is at their convenience.
8. My video filled with clips from throughout my senior year of high school, it makes me cry. :(
9. Job hunting sucks.
10. When people have pagers, and you page them, and they don't call back. WHAT!?! Is the point of a pager then?
11. William S. Burroughs, Junky This book was incredible!
12. People who tell you shit, but then won't tell you how they know that precious information.
13. I hate people. Fuck people.
14. The incredible headche I get everyday when I talk to people sucks big time.
15. I'm moving out of my house soon, I can not wait.
16. The park. It's so relaxing and peaceful.
17. Ex-boyfriends... they're always such assholes.
18. So that senior video has a lot of fottage from prom... the prom I went to alone thanks to one of those ex-boyfriends. Bastard.
19. Why do birds have to shit all over my car? That sucks.
20. Smiling, it looks good on everyone. :)


1. Concerts... I just saw the Deftones(yay!!), am going to see the Up in Smoke Tour, Warped Tour, and KoRn. Hell yeah!
2. The Deftones, I fucking love them. Their new cd is growing seriously on me, and they were just incredible in concert. :)
3. Greedy people who are greedy with their dope.
4. And then insist thei're right about everything. How I love proving people wrong.
5. Being in debt sucks badly.
6. I'm getting fat I think.
7. I love sleep, I never ever get enough sleep, but when I do man I love it. :)
8. 3 months since I had sex! What the hell is that!?! It's about time I get laid.
9. A certain friend, who doesn't trust me for some unknown reason. I hate when someone who is supposed to be my closest friend, thinks I'm going to hoe her out. Fuck that.
10. Metallic blows, they just banned me from Napster... bastards.
11. My nails are painted this awesome dark blue, with sparkles, it looks like he sky. :)
12. I'm having some creative juices flow through me today, well some ambition, I just need some ideas!
13. I miss school terribly, all my friends, my life up there. I know it couldn't be the same but I wish I was still there with everyone. Something was always going on.
14. Surprisingly, I'm looking forward to going back to school really bad.
15. And going up to visit everyone at Central, I'm going to party hard.
16. My really cute little water bong I bought. It's a small jar, about 2 inches high, with the diameter the size of a quarter, with a black rubber stopper in it, the bowl is silver at the top of the stopper, with a metal pole that goes down into the water. And a pink straw that comes out. It's beautiful.
17. Updating this web site has become a pain in the ass. I'm going to totally re do it, because I won't be able to for awhile.
18. Sublime is a rad band.
19. I love my car. It's cool.
20. Summer sucks, it's gone by so fast already. :( I try to tell myself though that since I'm staying here I have a lot more time to do everything. I'm in no rush.


1. The big phat check I get every fucking week from work. Hell yeah...
2. Working with all my friends is fucking cool too...
3. PEOPLE WHO TALK SHIT FUCKING SUCK!!!
4. Pop... I've been needing like a daily dosage of caffeine to make it through
5. Government sucks!!!!!!!
6. Sleep is good for me.
7. this computer sucks and only shows up in 16 color now, I can't see any pictures... :(
8. this list thing is really long
9. I hate the heat. I want it to be cold
10. Gas prices... 2 bucks!?!?!?! What the hell is that!??!?!?!?!
11. I'm craving for some donuts
12. People that just leave without telling you
13. People who expect too much
14. Yeah those last two suck
15. Not having enough intelligent thoughts to put on this list blows.
16. Shopping!!!! I can not wait to go shopping in two weeks!
17. Dancing... man... it frees my mind...
18. Beer... mmm mmm good. :)
19. What's up dude?
20. Yay!! I'm done!!!!!!!!!! whoooooooooohoooooooooooo!!!


1. Being home
2. My friends at home: Lauren, Jackie, Sean, Dave, Sean, Andy, Norm, and everyone else whom I love dearly!
3. Sexual adventures, teasing, having a plain ol' good time ;)
4. Piercings... I'm going to get my nipples pierced as soon as possible!
5. My art work (I just added more to the page everyone!)
6. Punk bands such as the Ataris, the Get Up Kids, and MxPx
7. my kick ass bedroom <-----click here to see!
8. Distractions... hehe
9. The fucking weather is so god damn hot! But it's better than snow... now it's just time to get a tan
10. Eminem is such a cutie! really liking his music lately!
11. The new DEFTONES song!!!! yay!!! It's called change and their new album will be out June 20th, I believe! yay!!!!
12. My damn lip ring is infected and it hurts :::sniffles:::
13. Breaking things is bad... I broke my fave sculpture today :::sobs uncontrollably::: I need to try and fix it
14. This web site and the new one I'm working on... hehe... this is just an idea for the address "http://www.go.to/guysarebigfatassholes.com", it'll be up soon hopefully
15. Acid... I want to try it really bad, hopefully soon
16. The deer at belle isle, i LOVE the deer, and the Heidelburg project, fucking incredible artwork!
17. The singer of creed, he has an awesome voice!
18. My cute basset hound dogs... my pets
19. Driving my car around
20. Thunderstorms


1. That time of the month... :::signs the biggest sign of relief::: No more worries...
2. Dope Wars
3. Anticipation
4. Sex
5. Home
6. Moby... especially his song "Why Does My Heart Feel So Bad"
7. The SparkMatch... loads of fun
8. The end
9. The beginning
10. Giving up on people who FUCKING suck
11. Being so incredibly lonely
12. Vodka and orange juice... a.k.a. screwdrivers... my fave mixed drink
13. Good-byes suck
14. Kinkiness
15. Wanting what you can never have SUCKS too
16. Why do guys like the asshole? I swear, I'm noticing a trend...
17. Begging
18. Apple juice is mmm mmm good!
19. Marijuana is mmm mmm good too!
20. Being sick... I hate it... and being a smoker does not help so much either. :(


1. KoRn... I went to the concert! whoohoo!! and I can't stop listening to them
2. Cookies and milk... especially milk
3. Condoms and protected sex
4. Nice guys
5. My lip ring... I'm really digging it right now
6. chillen'- v. to be sitting around, good for use especially with inanimate objects. ex. The pens were just chillen' in the drawer.
7. 7-11 sucks... 4 bucks for a pack of smokes. Blah...
8. Faygo=good ... Faygo Frosh=sugarfree/caffeinefree crap
9. Meijers... a cool place to shop
10. Responsibility SUCKS!
11. God Lives Underwater's song "from your mouth"
12. Holes... like the hole in my lip... I have a HOLE in my lip!!!!
13. Water bongs... definitely need to purchase myself one of those
14. 4/20/00... 13 more days
15. Privacy... and time alone
16. Talking dirty
17. That stupid 6 key at the top of my keyboard that always gets stuck... like this 66666
18. Asshole friends, who thinks it's cool to just leave me
19. Asshole guys, who thinks it's okay to just fuck with me
20. My mind

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